I May Leave.

     Ah, I feel bad. I was extremely bored, so I was going through my computer to see whatever sites came up when I typed in a letter, and this popped up. I haven't posted since October, and so much has happened since then. First off, freshman year is almost half over already. Time has just flown by with all this work being piled onto us. Winter Break for the entire school is a massive relief. Everyone was reaching their limit of sleep deprivation (including teachers) and having their brains overheat. If you asked anyone what they were doing over break, the first thing everyone, without fail, said was: "Sleep! .__." I personally slept all day today, and plan on attempting to learn how to use Sony Vegas Pro 11 partially tonight, if I don't pass out in the next hour or so, which I probably will. Tomorrow, I'll be re-learning piano from the basics up, but this time with touch. If you aren't taught with touch on a keyboard, you have to re-learn everything you already have learned, and with a pedal too. =___=; I'll probably end up practicing at school on the piano in Graphics every day.
     I was going to say more, but I left the computer for 20 minutes, and I'm too tired to keep writing. .___. So to keep it short: I'm probably abandoning this blog.


The End.
It was nice knowing you.

This Stress Is Killing Me!

     Honestly, it really is. I have so many assignments to keep up with, and on the rare two days I haven't had homework, what did I do? Waste time sleeping, which I always get yelled at for by my mom. If my mom comes home and finds me sleeping, she wakes me up and yells at me to do my homework. Wtf? I'm sleeping because I'm too tired to do my homework before it, bitch. I'd love to see her try to do all of my English homework. I have major assignments due in one week that I was just told about today that if I fail, I will fail my class and go from a B+ to a D- in less than a heartbeat. And it's fucking hell to raise it up again. I finally got my ParentLink this year, and I pretty much have to check everyday to see what grades I need to get up to an A. The stress of all this is fucking eating me alive. I'm about to pull out my hair and scream, no joke. I have no idea how other honor students made it past freshman year alive. And without white hair. I've gotten at least 30 more just from the month and a half/two months that we've been in school. Outside of grades, I absolutely love school now. It's totally amazing. But in class, I'm ready to just stab myself, climb into a coffin, and die. I can't fucking handle this. It's too much homework, too little time, and badly timed club activities. Take tomorrow, for instance. I got chosen to go to a leadership training for free on climate change which could potentially earn my school a $1000 grant if we can reduce the amount of CO2 we release. (And with all our computers, I'm thinking we give out A LOT.) That's lovely and I'm honored, but it's a five hour training. I need those five hours for all the homework I can squeeze in. So now I'm stuck probably pulling an all nighter and being tired at the training so that I can make up for the homework that I need to be doing in those five hours. Then my friend is probably staying over for the night. And I'll probably have to pull another all nighter to finish up some more homework that I won't have time to do. Then I'll sleep at around eight in the morning, wake up at noon, and do homework for the rest of the day. And you know what? I still won't be finished.  Because that's just how big these assignments are. And I'm freaking the fuck out, but I know that in the end, I still have to do it. I have to do it if I don't want my mother to murder me in the middle of the night for failing my classes, even if I've literally gotten sick from all the stress this is giving me. Yes, I am physically sick from it. You guys know I barely get sick, maybe once or twice a year. Well, I'm sick, but in more of a mental way than anything. I hardly have time to sleep or eat, I keep my contacts in for pretty much five days a week now (which reminds me that I have to take them off tonight), and I couldn't sit up straight without being in pain for a long while because I was so used to sitting, hunched over my desk for hours, doing homework. I'm fucking sick of all this. I don't only want Winter Break, but I NEED it. I need it like the sun needs the moon right now. I would love nothing better than to have two weeks off from school for my health to recuperate and regenerate to its normal self again, even if just for a short while. The thing that sucks ass? It's not for two months and I have homework over break.

Someone shoot me now.

Already?

     Ah. We're on the third or fourth week of school already. Man, time is just FLYIN'! D: We're already half-way through September! So that means new blog posts on my rushed time as a freshie at West~ <3 ^ ^ So, I've already told my first day of school story which was very boring frankly. Buuut~ I already found a few really really cute guys! >w< Mmm, like Kenny~ Our school president's pretty cute too, hehe. ;3 Both are juniors, sadly. I met the president the first day of school, because he was holding a poster that said FREE HUGS. xD Haha, so I hugged him. I met Kenny the first Thursday of school from Key Club. He was the hot guy standing in the doorway of a really crowded room. >w> So I finally talked to him this Thursday because I saw him while I was waiting for the late bus after Key Club ended. I learned his name that day, too. XD Oh, I need to tell you guys the late bus story! XDD

     So, after Key Club on Thursday, I was waiting for the late bus to come. We got on around maybe 4:15-ish. I asked the bus driver if he went to Palo Verde, and he said he didn't. Our first stop was Spring Valley HS, so I figured I'd just transfer and that would take me to Palo. So we stop at Spring Valley and I get off to see two other buses. Neither go to Palo, and this is the only stop where my bus makes transfers. Wtf. So I flip out [internally of course] and the bus drivers figure out how they're supposed to get me and three other kids to two schools that are not on their routes. [They needed to get to Hayes MS, which was close to Spring Valley.] After standing there for about fifteen minutes, the bus driver who drives in the Henderson school area decides he'll take the four of us where we need to go. There were four SWCTA kids there, and they were actually pretty excited to be delayed, surprisingly. Well, not excited exactly, but it didn't seem to bother them at all, and they were pretty peppy. So one of the Hayes MS kids directed the bus driver there and they got off. That left me, having no idea how to get to Summerlin from Spring Valley HS. So after about ten minutes, I figured I could probably tell him the way from Boca Park, which he thankfully knew where it was. The way we entered Boca Park was from the wrong side and against traffic though, so we had to drive all the way to Suncoast and take lefts until we got to Palo. So we reached Palo. And went past it by accident on my part. x'D So we circle around again and I FINALLY get to Palo Verde after about an hour and a half. The kids and bus driver were all really nice about it, so I was just glad they weren't mad at me for bringing them way off their route and delaying their way home by about two hours. I got home around 6 o'clock and just collapse on my bed, tired from the day.

     Haha, so that was actually a really fun day for me. Oh, I keep forgetting to mention things. I was carrying around two binders and a box of World's Finest Chocolate [the one you sold Brittany, for your acting group in eighth grade :3] and my backpack, so I carried that around all day, too. x'D I sold that entire box already. o_o So I need a new one tomorrow. I'm hoping we sell for longer than this Thursday! D: They gave us one week to sell chocolate, and I need waaay more time if I want to pay off the fee for the Fall Rally with it. >.< The Fall Rally is at Six Flags next month and it's $145. Normally, my mom wouldn't have a big problem with paying for it because it's not overnight and it's for my club. The problem is, I went to Six Flags in July over the summer. So unless I can sell enough boxes [each box takes off $10 for fees] to cover most of the trip, I'm not going. Plus I need to pay $25 for RTC [uhm.. Regional Training Conference, I think?] in two weeks for me to eligible to go to the Fall Rally, where THOUSANDS of Key Club members from Nevada, California, and Hawaii are gathering for the rally. Where most of us will lose our voices. XD We have a lot of cheers/chants where it's basically shouting, and after a while, you lose your voice. The main cheer is:

Officers: Hey, Key Club!

Rest of us: YEAH?!

O: HOW DO YOU FEEL?!

ROU: WE FEEL GOOD! OH, WE FEEL SO GOOD! UNGH! *pelvic thrust while jumping XD* WE FEEL FINE! ALL OF THE TIME! UNGA! UNGA! UNGA, UNGA, UNGA! [Uhh, I'll have to show you guys for you get it. XDD] WOOOOOO!

Then there's the remix. You do the above, but then...

O: REEEEMIIIIIIXXXX!

ROU: Hold up, wait a minute, let me put some booty in it! [XD You have to shake your booty then.] Some booty, yeah, yeah, some booty, yeah. x2

XD It's really awkward the first few times, but then it's just so funny that everyone's laughing the whole time. It's really hard not to have fun while you're in the club. xD It's basically a community service club mixed in with a LOT of school spirit. 

And I should probably mention this before I forget. The exclamation points with this font look like the letter 'l' . If it's too hard to distinguish for you guys, I'll put a space between the letter and exclamation point in the future. ^ ^

Gosh, this is a long post. :o Let me know how you guys are doing! Especially Brittany, because you've been really quiet about it. ;o I'll end my peppy-ish post with a song I found this morning. :D

- Savana :]

I Know I Said I'm Not Looking For Serious, But Seriously.

     Haha, makes this sound a bit bitter, I suppose. Buuuut. . . It's not! :3 It's from a song I reaaaally really love right now. <3 I needed a break from homework [been going at it for about two hours, and barely even dented the pile], so I decided to post up a short little blog post. I'm actually recovering from a bit of a nasty infection at the moment, I suppose. I got a sore throat on Saturday, and though it's mostly gone, I still have traces of it. I also woke up yesterday morning with a sty on my left under-eyelid.  So I've been applying heat to that because it's irritating to have my eyes hurt when I have to blink. Bah, and I have to put my contacts in tomorrow! D:< I have archery tomorrow, and my mom had my glasses lowered, so I'll probably miss the target if I wear them. [Not that I would hit it anyway.] So that'll be a pain in the ass.
     I'm back to wearing my basketball shorts and tying my hair back as soon as I get home, too. xD Go to school, get on the bus, get off the bus and walk to Rogich, get my community service hours, then walk home and do homework. Busy, busy days. Oh, and I have Key Club to go to now, too. I've hardly had any time for anything but school! D: It's been insane. What about you guys? Are your schedules as packed as mine, or more so?
     And you two, give me your addresses! >:O I need them for future reference for surprise gifts. :D Mkaaay~? ^ ^

- Savana

Totoro, School.. And Other Schtuff. :3

     I wanna start with Totoro first! :D Totoro is so cuuuuteeeee~! Kyaaaa, I just wanna hug him, he's so fluffyyyy! > w <  Hehe~ <3 I need to get a Totoro doll to hug. :D Okiie, I need to calm down and tell you WHO Totoro is, because you two will have not a clue. There's this Japanese movie called "My Neighbor Totoro." [I'm into Korean culture now, js. I'm self studying and also going to take classes on it. c: And I have many Asian friends to help me with tutoring if I need it. XD] Now, this movie is older than all of us. It was made around 1985-ish, and is a movie little Japanese children watched growing up, kind of like how we watched SpongeBob, Rugrats, Teen Titans, and such. I know many  Asian girls love Totoro, kind of like how they also love Hello Kitty [who I'm not that fond of], so I got curious. Who is this Totoro? Is he really  that cute? So I decided to Google what this "Totoro" was the other day, and I found out that Totoro is a character from that movie. You can probably imagine how long it took me to find that movie. It always take quite a bit of time to find a movie to watch fully for free. So I searched for about an hour, and finally found it and watched it. I had a general idea of what Totoro looked like, so I figured that I'd know him when I saw him. And when I saw him, and you see him smile, it's soooo cuuuuteeee! >w< You guys probably won't find it cute, as it seems to be an Asian thing. c: But I'll show you a little video of him~ Skip to 50:30! Stop at 54:00! That's IMPORTANT! You can watch the whole movie after if you want.

http://www.gogoanime.com/my_neighbor_totoro_movie

I can't put in the video since it's not a YouTube one. ^ ^ But isn't he just cute?! >w< Comment and let me know if you guys agree or think I'm just a crazy Asian. ;D

     Moving on~ Christal wants a first day of school story! Sooo.. Here's what I remember of mine. XD
Uhm.. We had to go to all eight classes that day because it was C Day. So I went to my English class without a problem, liked it, and was on my way when class ended. See, now this is where I messed up. I was thinking that we were on A Day schedule instead of C. So I went to my third period instead of my second, and ended up having to go to totally different halls. D: I went to Art instead of Freshman Studies, so I had to go from H to C. T 0 T But the cutest guy sat next to me when I went in there late. ;D I thought he was upperclassman because he's literally around six feet tall. 6'2" I think. But then the next time I had class, a girl took his seat and he moved across the room. >:L Anyway. Then I went to Art, PE, CBP, Biology, Graphics, and Geometry. (Oww, I just got a stomachache. D:) So yeah, not a very extraordinary first day. What about you guys? Comment below or make a post, I want to know how much you guys love/hate your high school, too! :D I love West~ ^ ^ We can do anything we want. XD And it's always nice to see Ashley's face bulge in shock when I bring a whole to-go box of Panda Express in for lunch and finish it all. [That was DELICIOUS, by the way. ;D] Uhm, I joined Key Club. I plan on trying out for the archery team and possibly the badminton team. If it ever starts, also the multicultural club. So that sums up my school story.

     Hm.. I haven't watched a drama for a long, long time. [Like, a month and a half.] So I'm rewatching Coffee Prince because it's just adorable and I love Yoon Eun Hye because she plays in many of my favorite dramas, including Lie To Me. [I know where to buy that cellphone strap she has on her phone. ;D For around five bucks, too! And the Boys Over Flowers necklace that Goo Joon Pyo gives Geum Jan Di.]

     Also, I did this after I created this post, but didn't want to write a new entry for this. I changed out the layout because the other one was too boring and getting too dark and hard to read for me . XD So I changed the whole thing this morning. :3 What do you guys think? Comment below and tell me if you like it, if you hate it, and if you have any suggestions for what I should do the next time I change it up~

     Uhm, I had something else to talk about, but I've been writing this for about four or five hours with lots of Coffee Prince in between. XD I've already watched about four episodes and still going. :3 I'm gonna burn my eyes out. X'D I have your guys' birthday presents planned already~ o 3o Not relevant to what I'm saying, but just thought I'd let you know. xD Now I just need some money to pay for it. :] No one in my family is paying me back, so I'm dead broke. -__-; And I have to pay for three orders. I'm sooo bad with online shopping. >.< I shop too much. And I still need to get Christmas presents! D: Oh my gooooddddd. And I have to figure out what to get Mary for Christmas AND her birthday this year [They're two weeks apart, so I usually lump it with one holiday. x'D] since she's moving awaaayyy! TT 0 TT

Anyhoo. Yeah. There's my post, so there you go. I'll just go to bed now.
- Savana

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