I May Leave.

     Ah, I feel bad. I was extremely bored, so I was going through my computer to see whatever sites came up when I typed in a letter, and this popped up. I haven't posted since October, and so much has happened since then. First off, freshman year is almost half over already. Time has just flown by with all this work being piled onto us. Winter Break for the entire school is a massive relief. Everyone was reaching their limit of sleep deprivation (including teachers) and having their brains overheat. If you asked anyone what they were doing over break, the first thing everyone, without fail, said was: "Sleep! .__." I personally slept all day today, and plan on attempting to learn how to use Sony Vegas Pro 11 partially tonight, if I don't pass out in the next hour or so, which I probably will. Tomorrow, I'll be re-learning piano from the basics up, but this time with touch. If you aren't taught with touch on a keyboard, you have to re-learn everything you already have learned, and with a pedal too. =___=; I'll probably end up practicing at school on the piano in Graphics every day.
     I was going to say more, but I left the computer for 20 minutes, and I'm too tired to keep writing. .___. So to keep it short: I'm probably abandoning this blog.


The End.
It was nice knowing you.

This Stress Is Killing Me!

     Honestly, it really is. I have so many assignments to keep up with, and on the rare two days I haven't had homework, what did I do? Waste time sleeping, which I always get yelled at for by my mom. If my mom comes home and finds me sleeping, she wakes me up and yells at me to do my homework. Wtf? I'm sleeping because I'm too tired to do my homework before it, bitch. I'd love to see her try to do all of my English homework. I have major assignments due in one week that I was just told about today that if I fail, I will fail my class and go from a B+ to a D- in less than a heartbeat. And it's fucking hell to raise it up again. I finally got my ParentLink this year, and I pretty much have to check everyday to see what grades I need to get up to an A. The stress of all this is fucking eating me alive. I'm about to pull out my hair and scream, no joke. I have no idea how other honor students made it past freshman year alive. And without white hair. I've gotten at least 30 more just from the month and a half/two months that we've been in school. Outside of grades, I absolutely love school now. It's totally amazing. But in class, I'm ready to just stab myself, climb into a coffin, and die. I can't fucking handle this. It's too much homework, too little time, and badly timed club activities. Take tomorrow, for instance. I got chosen to go to a leadership training for free on climate change which could potentially earn my school a $1000 grant if we can reduce the amount of CO2 we release. (And with all our computers, I'm thinking we give out A LOT.) That's lovely and I'm honored, but it's a five hour training. I need those five hours for all the homework I can squeeze in. So now I'm stuck probably pulling an all nighter and being tired at the training so that I can make up for the homework that I need to be doing in those five hours. Then my friend is probably staying over for the night. And I'll probably have to pull another all nighter to finish up some more homework that I won't have time to do. Then I'll sleep at around eight in the morning, wake up at noon, and do homework for the rest of the day. And you know what? I still won't be finished.  Because that's just how big these assignments are. And I'm freaking the fuck out, but I know that in the end, I still have to do it. I have to do it if I don't want my mother to murder me in the middle of the night for failing my classes, even if I've literally gotten sick from all the stress this is giving me. Yes, I am physically sick from it. You guys know I barely get sick, maybe once or twice a year. Well, I'm sick, but in more of a mental way than anything. I hardly have time to sleep or eat, I keep my contacts in for pretty much five days a week now (which reminds me that I have to take them off tonight), and I couldn't sit up straight without being in pain for a long while because I was so used to sitting, hunched over my desk for hours, doing homework. I'm fucking sick of all this. I don't only want Winter Break, but I NEED it. I need it like the sun needs the moon right now. I would love nothing better than to have two weeks off from school for my health to recuperate and regenerate to its normal self again, even if just for a short while. The thing that sucks ass? It's not for two months and I have homework over break.

Someone shoot me now.

Already?

     Ah. We're on the third or fourth week of school already. Man, time is just FLYIN'! D: We're already half-way through September! So that means new blog posts on my rushed time as a freshie at West~ <3 ^ ^ So, I've already told my first day of school story which was very boring frankly. Buuut~ I already found a few really really cute guys! >w< Mmm, like Kenny~ Our school president's pretty cute too, hehe. ;3 Both are juniors, sadly. I met the president the first day of school, because he was holding a poster that said FREE HUGS. xD Haha, so I hugged him. I met Kenny the first Thursday of school from Key Club. He was the hot guy standing in the doorway of a really crowded room. >w> So I finally talked to him this Thursday because I saw him while I was waiting for the late bus after Key Club ended. I learned his name that day, too. XD Oh, I need to tell you guys the late bus story! XDD

     So, after Key Club on Thursday, I was waiting for the late bus to come. We got on around maybe 4:15-ish. I asked the bus driver if he went to Palo Verde, and he said he didn't. Our first stop was Spring Valley HS, so I figured I'd just transfer and that would take me to Palo. So we stop at Spring Valley and I get off to see two other buses. Neither go to Palo, and this is the only stop where my bus makes transfers. Wtf. So I flip out [internally of course] and the bus drivers figure out how they're supposed to get me and three other kids to two schools that are not on their routes. [They needed to get to Hayes MS, which was close to Spring Valley.] After standing there for about fifteen minutes, the bus driver who drives in the Henderson school area decides he'll take the four of us where we need to go. There were four SWCTA kids there, and they were actually pretty excited to be delayed, surprisingly. Well, not excited exactly, but it didn't seem to bother them at all, and they were pretty peppy. So one of the Hayes MS kids directed the bus driver there and they got off. That left me, having no idea how to get to Summerlin from Spring Valley HS. So after about ten minutes, I figured I could probably tell him the way from Boca Park, which he thankfully knew where it was. The way we entered Boca Park was from the wrong side and against traffic though, so we had to drive all the way to Suncoast and take lefts until we got to Palo. So we reached Palo. And went past it by accident on my part. x'D So we circle around again and I FINALLY get to Palo Verde after about an hour and a half. The kids and bus driver were all really nice about it, so I was just glad they weren't mad at me for bringing them way off their route and delaying their way home by about two hours. I got home around 6 o'clock and just collapse on my bed, tired from the day.

     Haha, so that was actually a really fun day for me. Oh, I keep forgetting to mention things. I was carrying around two binders and a box of World's Finest Chocolate [the one you sold Brittany, for your acting group in eighth grade :3] and my backpack, so I carried that around all day, too. x'D I sold that entire box already. o_o So I need a new one tomorrow. I'm hoping we sell for longer than this Thursday! D: They gave us one week to sell chocolate, and I need waaay more time if I want to pay off the fee for the Fall Rally with it. >.< The Fall Rally is at Six Flags next month and it's $145. Normally, my mom wouldn't have a big problem with paying for it because it's not overnight and it's for my club. The problem is, I went to Six Flags in July over the summer. So unless I can sell enough boxes [each box takes off $10 for fees] to cover most of the trip, I'm not going. Plus I need to pay $25 for RTC [uhm.. Regional Training Conference, I think?] in two weeks for me to eligible to go to the Fall Rally, where THOUSANDS of Key Club members from Nevada, California, and Hawaii are gathering for the rally. Where most of us will lose our voices. XD We have a lot of cheers/chants where it's basically shouting, and after a while, you lose your voice. The main cheer is:

Officers: Hey, Key Club!

Rest of us: YEAH?!

O: HOW DO YOU FEEL?!

ROU: WE FEEL GOOD! OH, WE FEEL SO GOOD! UNGH! *pelvic thrust while jumping XD* WE FEEL FINE! ALL OF THE TIME! UNGA! UNGA! UNGA, UNGA, UNGA! [Uhh, I'll have to show you guys for you get it. XDD] WOOOOOO!

Then there's the remix. You do the above, but then...

O: REEEEMIIIIIIXXXX!

ROU: Hold up, wait a minute, let me put some booty in it! [XD You have to shake your booty then.] Some booty, yeah, yeah, some booty, yeah. x2

XD It's really awkward the first few times, but then it's just so funny that everyone's laughing the whole time. It's really hard not to have fun while you're in the club. xD It's basically a community service club mixed in with a LOT of school spirit. 

And I should probably mention this before I forget. The exclamation points with this font look like the letter 'l' . If it's too hard to distinguish for you guys, I'll put a space between the letter and exclamation point in the future. ^ ^

Gosh, this is a long post. :o Let me know how you guys are doing! Especially Brittany, because you've been really quiet about it. ;o I'll end my peppy-ish post with a song I found this morning. :D

- Savana :]

I Know I Said I'm Not Looking For Serious, But Seriously.

     Haha, makes this sound a bit bitter, I suppose. Buuuut. . . It's not! :3 It's from a song I reaaaally really love right now. <3 I needed a break from homework [been going at it for about two hours, and barely even dented the pile], so I decided to post up a short little blog post. I'm actually recovering from a bit of a nasty infection at the moment, I suppose. I got a sore throat on Saturday, and though it's mostly gone, I still have traces of it. I also woke up yesterday morning with a sty on my left under-eyelid.  So I've been applying heat to that because it's irritating to have my eyes hurt when I have to blink. Bah, and I have to put my contacts in tomorrow! D:< I have archery tomorrow, and my mom had my glasses lowered, so I'll probably miss the target if I wear them. [Not that I would hit it anyway.] So that'll be a pain in the ass.
     I'm back to wearing my basketball shorts and tying my hair back as soon as I get home, too. xD Go to school, get on the bus, get off the bus and walk to Rogich, get my community service hours, then walk home and do homework. Busy, busy days. Oh, and I have Key Club to go to now, too. I've hardly had any time for anything but school! D: It's been insane. What about you guys? Are your schedules as packed as mine, or more so?
     And you two, give me your addresses! >:O I need them for future reference for surprise gifts. :D Mkaaay~? ^ ^

- Savana

Totoro, School.. And Other Schtuff. :3

     I wanna start with Totoro first! :D Totoro is so cuuuuteeeee~! Kyaaaa, I just wanna hug him, he's so fluffyyyy! > w <  Hehe~ <3 I need to get a Totoro doll to hug. :D Okiie, I need to calm down and tell you WHO Totoro is, because you two will have not a clue. There's this Japanese movie called "My Neighbor Totoro." [I'm into Korean culture now, js. I'm self studying and also going to take classes on it. c: And I have many Asian friends to help me with tutoring if I need it. XD] Now, this movie is older than all of us. It was made around 1985-ish, and is a movie little Japanese children watched growing up, kind of like how we watched SpongeBob, Rugrats, Teen Titans, and such. I know many  Asian girls love Totoro, kind of like how they also love Hello Kitty [who I'm not that fond of], so I got curious. Who is this Totoro? Is he really  that cute? So I decided to Google what this "Totoro" was the other day, and I found out that Totoro is a character from that movie. You can probably imagine how long it took me to find that movie. It always take quite a bit of time to find a movie to watch fully for free. So I searched for about an hour, and finally found it and watched it. I had a general idea of what Totoro looked like, so I figured that I'd know him when I saw him. And when I saw him, and you see him smile, it's soooo cuuuuteeee! >w< You guys probably won't find it cute, as it seems to be an Asian thing. c: But I'll show you a little video of him~ Skip to 50:30! Stop at 54:00! That's IMPORTANT! You can watch the whole movie after if you want.

http://www.gogoanime.com/my_neighbor_totoro_movie

I can't put in the video since it's not a YouTube one. ^ ^ But isn't he just cute?! >w< Comment and let me know if you guys agree or think I'm just a crazy Asian. ;D

     Moving on~ Christal wants a first day of school story! Sooo.. Here's what I remember of mine. XD
Uhm.. We had to go to all eight classes that day because it was C Day. So I went to my English class without a problem, liked it, and was on my way when class ended. See, now this is where I messed up. I was thinking that we were on A Day schedule instead of C. So I went to my third period instead of my second, and ended up having to go to totally different halls. D: I went to Art instead of Freshman Studies, so I had to go from H to C. T 0 T But the cutest guy sat next to me when I went in there late. ;D I thought he was upperclassman because he's literally around six feet tall. 6'2" I think. But then the next time I had class, a girl took his seat and he moved across the room. >:L Anyway. Then I went to Art, PE, CBP, Biology, Graphics, and Geometry. (Oww, I just got a stomachache. D:) So yeah, not a very extraordinary first day. What about you guys? Comment below or make a post, I want to know how much you guys love/hate your high school, too! :D I love West~ ^ ^ We can do anything we want. XD And it's always nice to see Ashley's face bulge in shock when I bring a whole to-go box of Panda Express in for lunch and finish it all. [That was DELICIOUS, by the way. ;D] Uhm, I joined Key Club. I plan on trying out for the archery team and possibly the badminton team. If it ever starts, also the multicultural club. So that sums up my school story.

     Hm.. I haven't watched a drama for a long, long time. [Like, a month and a half.] So I'm rewatching Coffee Prince because it's just adorable and I love Yoon Eun Hye because she plays in many of my favorite dramas, including Lie To Me. [I know where to buy that cellphone strap she has on her phone. ;D For around five bucks, too! And the Boys Over Flowers necklace that Goo Joon Pyo gives Geum Jan Di.]

     Also, I did this after I created this post, but didn't want to write a new entry for this. I changed out the layout because the other one was too boring and getting too dark and hard to read for me . XD So I changed the whole thing this morning. :3 What do you guys think? Comment below and tell me if you like it, if you hate it, and if you have any suggestions for what I should do the next time I change it up~

     Uhm, I had something else to talk about, but I've been writing this for about four or five hours with lots of Coffee Prince in between. XD I've already watched about four episodes and still going. :3 I'm gonna burn my eyes out. X'D I have your guys' birthday presents planned already~ o 3o Not relevant to what I'm saying, but just thought I'd let you know. xD Now I just need some money to pay for it. :] No one in my family is paying me back, so I'm dead broke. -__-; And I have to pay for three orders. I'm sooo bad with online shopping. >.< I shop too much. And I still need to get Christmas presents! D: Oh my gooooddddd. And I have to figure out what to get Mary for Christmas AND her birthday this year [They're two weeks apart, so I usually lump it with one holiday. x'D] since she's moving awaaayyy! TT 0 TT

Anyhoo. Yeah. There's my post, so there you go. I'll just go to bed now.
- Savana

http://bit.ly/nh0B4Q

This Is Just Downright Idiotic.

     Christal has been home for almost a MONTH and we have yet to spend any time together. You both have gone AWOL. We start high school in a week and have barely talked all summer. D:< You people's schedules are too damn busy. =__="
     In other news.. I have no other news. I'm just trying to get on my sleep schedule. I've completely re-arranged my room since I had no space. Surprisingly, now there's a huge space in the center of my room. I'm obsessing over quite a few songs. I've stopped watching k-dramas for the past few weeks. I just ran out of gum. Basically my daily life.

- Savana

Also, I'm going to stop posting the yin and yang sign I usually post after my name. It's a bit of a hassle because of coloring issues.

Hey Guys :] (Cont.)

     Scroll down and read the previous post first, please. My computer's being an idiot and won't let me edit it to keep going.
     So at first, I got thinking. "Things change when they find purpose? But which one of us found a purpose that caused us to stop talking to each other?" Even now I don't have an answer to that. The only way I can maybe describe it is with a Japanese saying; we crossed paths without meeting. I guess we've both moved on. I suppose it's a good thing for me. I used to spend my time talking to him, and my grades dropped because I spent even less times studying, when I bothered myself enough to. Freshman year means studyyy. >3< Sadly. And then I started wondering if it was even worth it being that close to him, just to have it end this way. Would I have been better off not even knowing him? It was at that time I stumbled across what Dakotah had said. I naively thought that we would have been able to be friends for a few years. But, just as he had said, nothing lasts forever. Even though it has ended, I'll always remember him, and always be grateful for what a wonderful friend he was. He was a first love, best friend, yet kind of like a little brother all rolled into one. [Even though he's older. XD He turns sixteen the day Christal turns fifteen. :] You two share the same birthday.] I don't quite know how this experience will work out in my favor. Maybe it already has. Maybe it never will. But I'll always remember him. And that's what matters most to me.

- Savana ☯

Hey Guys :]

     I am in an amazingly good mood right now. I read back through some old conversations between me and Burger Buns from Facebook I didn't know I still had. XD If you two are wondering what happened to him, I don't know either. ^ ^ He hasn't spoken to me since the middle of June. The funny thing is, I predicted that something like this would happen. I saw it when I was looking through our old convos. We had been talking about how he was worried that Kenji [his boyfriend] would go back to being straight in the week that he had to go to Seattle with his dad. [Kenji's ex-girlfriend was/is gunning to get him back at all costs. And neither of them are out of the closet. BB absolutely CAN'T with the situation with his dad, and Kenji's.. not gay. XD Akira's just the only exception. (Just like the song! :D)] We were talking about how his ex was the biggest obstacle for them now that Derek had been taken care of. [Not really. But temporarily.] I had said that their relationship was going to be really tough and a bumpy road. Well, bumpier than it already was. [His love life was like a drama. XD It was horrible to go through back then, but it's actually really funny now that I look back on it. ;D] I told him that it was just a vague feeling, but I felt that their biggest obstacle would somehow come in around two weeks. And I suppose I was right. I didn't notice until after I had checked the day of the messages, but the day we stopped talking to each other was almost exactly two weeks after that. And for us, who talked every day for pretty much half the day, [Literally. I would talk to him for 6 - 8 hours most of the time. And for the whole night a lot of times. That's why I slept so much in Science and English. XD We never ran out of things to talk about.] I would think that he got shook up. He got sad if we didn't get to talk one day, and the week he was gone was apparently torture. XD He was a pretty fragile person. :] Had a lot of problems. [Like being an insomniac. >o> It was so hard for me to get him to sleep.] I just thought it was so ironic! I had been so torn over it the past two months, and then just when I get over it, I find out I had actually foreshadowed [hehe. English term.] it. So I just thought I had blog about that for you two~
     I know you guys are used to seeing me super irritated and lazy, so me being so cheery and peppy, especially on this topic, might seem really weird to you guys. But I'm listening to my new favorite song, eating Oreos, and just laughed my butt off after reading me and Akira's conversations. And it was a Facebook post, too. "In an amazingly good mood~ :]" I'm happy because I'm finally done waiting. Waiting for that email from him saying he's back. Waiting for my first love to come back and say he hadn't ditched me. Waiting for my best friend to come back. Sorry to say guys, but he was even closer to me than you two are. He knew everything.  Even the stuff I decided to never tell anyone else, ever. But then I realized a few days ago. Am I really going to keep waiting and hurting myself, knowing he'll probably never come back? Am I going to be this pathetic girl who clings onto this shred of hope, endlessly waiting for a boy to come back to her? So I decided. I'm done. I'm done waiting. Hoping. Expecting.
     Done.
     If he comes back? That'd be beyond awesome. If he doesn't? I won't be hurt by it anymore. I've always had a knack for quoting people, and I had only reached this decision a few days after seeing this one. I thank Lexi's current boyfriend, Dakotah. He has amazing insight that completely helped me out of this. First, it was this that got me thinking.


"All things change, when they find purpose."


Then when he responded to a girl asking for advice on something, it helped me even further.


"But it did happen, and if you truly found yourself, only you can change that. Nothing lasts forever. Appreciate that experience for what it was, and don't forget what you learned from it. With each memory, it will leave something that'll be apart of you forever; even if you do not want it to be. But in the end it will all work out in your favor, you must wait for that day to come though, friend."

WE BE KICKIN' IT UP LIKE INDIAAAANS!

     Lmfao, you wish. Y'all don't have your Indian spirit on. Buuuut.. you might after you listen to this! :D Don't even attempt to pronounce this. I know you two will fuck it up horribly. XD Well, Brittany at least. If you fail at Japanese pronunciation, you have not a chance at Hindi.

If you're going to attempt the title of the song, it's pronounced LAH-BONE KOH, and it's from the movie "Bhool Bhulaiyaa." Pronounced BHOOL BOO-LAY-IYAA, roughly. Well.. just ask me to tell you guys if you really want to be able to say it. XD

I Tried.

     I'm copying this from what I wrote last night. :P 
     I'm writing this at midnight, so if it doesn't make sense, I apologize. I'm about to pass out from exhaustion; so much so that I can't even bear to lift my head and stare at the screen of my laptop.

      Many of us experience a shattering love, that makes you yearn for the other person day or night, every second of the day. For some, it ends only in an even more shattering heartbreak. Some are gifted with more luck and manage to capture the other person's heart just as much as theirs was. But right now, I feel the need to delve into the side of those who had that heartbreak unfortunately befall them and place that ever burdensome lead weight upon their heart. The reaction to it greatly varies from person to person, as we all handle shock and pain differently from one another. With all our defenses disarmed and guards thrown aside alongside blocks upon blocks of our pride, different wounds are inflicted upon us from the one we loved, or still do love to this very day. Some may want their wound to burn, so that they will never forget it. To scar them for life so it'll always remind us of our past love that can never be replaced, or completely healed from. Others feel like they were ripped apart, with every fiber of their being straining to hold itself in a semblance of what it once was. A tornado passing into our life, whirling away any form of common sense we once held that makes us desperately cling onto whatever else we have left. Then, just as quickly, it departs, leaving behind a despairingly shredded up heart with heaps upon heaps of wretched anguish. They say time heals all wounds. Indeed, it may heal our wounds, but even time can never make us completely forget pieces of our painful past.

At times, the agony becomes too much to bear, and makes us want to run from ourselves and the world, into a mysterious, secluded place no one and nothing can bother us in ever again. We want to forget it, yet do not at the same time. To forget the pain and only retain the precious memories, and live in the past to change everything that had gone wrong. Yet, sometimes our only escape is when we can close our eyes for blissful moments of nothingness.

• Savana

Inspired by “Scars (Stronger For Life)” by Corrinne May.

Hm..

     I've just noticed. I've only posted rants so far, despite the title of this including "musings and that other crazy shit." Yet I have posted not one musing. Hm. I need to post one up soon. See if I can carve out something decent enough to share with my fellow [two] peers. Actually, I think I have just the perfect playlist to inspire a musing. :] I'll put it together some time in the next few days and see if anything is born from my tendency of over analyzing and wallowing myself in my music. And I have a new artist I would like to share with you guys, but I'd like to hold on to her a bit longer, until the new post is ready. So, I'll probably be editing to a few of her things. Do you two have any other requests to be made? I might start doing movies. x] HOWEVER. I only have three movies on my iPod. :P So no requests for movies since they take a shitload of time for me to find in good quality for free and download. If you guys want something from The Karate Kid (2010 remake with Jackie Chan), Easy A, or Tangled, then feel free to ask. If not, forget it. :P
     I wonder if I can conjure up something. We'll just have to see, I suppose. And now, I should probably go sleep since I have to catch a morning class with Brittany for Jazzercise. And then we get to hang with Christal! :DDDD

- Savana

Oh Dear.

     I'll start with the updates. Yesterday or the day before, Lexi and Damian broke up. And honestly, I think it was for real this time. They're both with different people now. He left her for another girl. I couldn't ask for the whole story, since I'm obviously not related to it at all. But from what I gathered from her Facebook, the other girl took Damian from her and he went with her, ditching Lexi. He doesn't update his Facebook often, so I don't know his side of it. The only recent thing he's said is:

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

I keep having to edit this entry. :P He posted again yesterday, but on Lexi's wall.

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

So it turns out he IS sorry for it, but he won't get back together with Lexi..? Ugh, see this is why I don't want to be in a relationship until I'm older. Too much damn drama.

And yes, I edited it. :P I'm trying to keep some sort of privacy for them. And they're both with new people, as you see:

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

I don't know the Hailee chick, so she doesn't get censored. :L But from what I've seen of Dakotah, he's awesome. :] So he gets his privacy. He's been Lexi's best friend for however many years. So I guess they started dating. :o Okay, enough updates on them. I'm tired of editing Facebook pages already. -_-
Edit: [agaaain?! yes. again.] She and Dakotah are NOT dating. At least so she says. xD You guys can interpret this however you'd like:

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

There was waaay more, but I didn't feel like doing all of it. ;P

Another thing is.. CHRISTAL'S COMING HOME TODAAAAYYYY!!! :DDDDDD
We seriously need to hang out. D: Especially since I have to go to California so soon after you come back.

- Savana ☯

You Two Barely Update. >3>

     *Sings in Hawaiian* Yeeaaah, Lilo and Stitch music up in here! I started listening to Hawaiian music as I was digging through my closet in boredom to see if anything interesting came to mind when I saw them. And then I saw the dress. >o> That my mom kept bugging me to wear but I always avoided wearing. So, - Hold onto your seats children - I tried it on in my room. It was a bit big on my before, but now it's even bigger! :O I think Jazzercise started working for me. XD Then I remember the priority excuse for not wearing it: it's too low! You need to wear a tank top underneath it, and Mom doesn't let me buy them. So I don't wear the dress. >w> I remember I got it on.. Spring Break? when I went to Huntington Beach with the fam.

     The trip was my birthday present for the year. XD I think the only other present I got for my birthday was from my Filipino family [No, I am not Filipino. But they're like family to me. :P] and it was my brown bag that Brittany loves to drool over. XDD [Which you're welcome to borrow at any time, as long as you ask and return it in the same condition.]

     I have to go to California once more in exactly one week from now. Basically the day after my orientation. Except that this trip will be a bit more different. My stepsister's granmum will be coming along [for an unknown reason to me. o-o] as well as my brother. Each time I've gone to California this year, my brother hasn't been able to tag along because of work. More people means less room to sleep on the floor though. D: We usually book a room with two beds. Charles and Imani in one, and my mom in one with me on the floor. [I roll and like to spread out in bed, so I get booted off to the floor automatically whenever we stay in a hotel. But at least I get all the pillows since Mom can't stand having more than one. XD]

     Soooo, Christal comes home in two days! :D Seriously, it's been way too long since I've seen you. -_- Two months. We need to hit up a WalMart, ASAP. Since you guys insist on going. xD Oh and I let Brittany talk me into a manicure. u_u; I will admit that it's very pretty, but ouuuucchhhh that scrub hurt! >3< We all need to hang out. Like. NAOOOOOO! In two days time. And I heard you moved again? :O We need to catch up, A LOT. And I'm starving right now, so I'll leave you with my Hawaiian song and go eat.

- Savana ☯

I'm All Set To Explore!

     To put that more clearly, to explore another culture. As you both know, I have an enormous fascination with Asian culture, history, beliefs, and anything of the like. So much so, that I commonly listen to music in Asian dialects, watch their TV shows, and am currently learning one of their languages. Well, to be more accurate, I've delved into Japanese and Korean culture. Well, now I'm ready to delve in Chinese culture. Their history is one of the things I enjoy the most right now. I've always loved history, believe it or not. Before I got into my inner Asian [haha xD], I was really into the medieval age. It made me want to learn how to wield a sword and fight. When I became enraptured by the Japanese culture, that want turned into wanting to learn kendo, the art of Japanese sword fighting. [But then I realized how much gear you have to put on, and those shindo's must be reaaaally heavy..] Which ended up in an evolution in wanting to learn how to fence, especially because it's one of the few sports where men and woman are on entirely equal terms with each other.
     I ended up babbling. XD Sorry 'bout that. I actually just wanted to make a quick entry to share a song with you, in Chinese. I don't know if it's Mandarin or Cantonese or another dialect, so that's a bit unknown. It's by Sky Wu (English) / Wu Si Kai (Chinese). I have to thank Christal for getting me into Chinese music with the Shanghai Restoration Project, who I'll also link down below. x] So you guys will get a taste of my interests in foreign music. :D

- Savana ☯

Sky Wu / Wu Si Kai - "Eighteen"

The Shanghai Restoration Project - "Diamonds"

Well, this one I have to explain. XD This is actually a remix, but it's one that I really love. It's the instrumental of "Nanjing Road" by TSRP [Heey, one initial away from being Brittany!], with vocals from Kanye West from  his song "Diamond." TSRP isn't technically Chinese music. They're a Chinese electronic group. They incorporate traditional Chinese instruments into modern day hip hop beats and sing in English. What do you guys think of the songs, artists, or just the music in general? c:

Tell Me That Story, Again..

     Obsessing over a Christmas song. x] Corny, but it's just such a wonderful song. In my defense, it IS an original song by a YouTube artist. But, the reason I wanted to blog at two in the morning [I know. I'm half dead right now.] is that I got inspiration to mess with my hair, for some new do's. ;P I don't really know why, but I get most of my inspiration in the middle of the night. Anyhoo, yeah. Messin' with my hair. [I did come up with a few things, fortunately. I'm way tired of wearing my hair normally. >:L I'd like to have it re-layered as well, soon.] And then I realized, Christal hasn't seen me in what? A month? Month and a half? So I figured I'd take a photo or two just so you know I'm alive and well. xD Sooo..

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

My webcam's quality is sucky, so I had to make these small. :x

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

Okay, that last one wasn't my most amazing shot ever, but I figured it was the one that actually showed I had done something to my hair. I had a chunk of hair left over, so I made it into a French braid and bobby pinned it in place in the back. ;P Which you can't see since I didn't feel like turning around. And eesh, my shirt fell down for the last one, too. >_> So yeah. That's all you get from me this early in the morning. @ _ @ I came up with a few really fast, really messy do's for when I'm super lazy or rushing to get to the bus stop in the morning. If you stuck a hair piece in it, you might  be able to pull it off as a messy, but artsy thing. My hair still had curls in it, which helped my tired, but inspired, imagination. And now, I will curl up with a book and this song, and go to sleep. Annyeong~

- Savana ☯

Wallpapers!~ o wo

     I'm currently getting myself some free PhotoShop to finally work with to get past all of this horribly narrow options of editing. Like having to fade one image if I want to combine two. :L Have you guys noticed that? That I always have a faded image in one of my wallpapers. Stupid photo editing software. e_e Such limited options. I always have to constantly switch between PhotoScape and PhotoPad when I'm editing a photo for certain effects. BLARGGG! D:<<<< Ffff. Anywaaay. I'm still seriously editing the first of Brittany's wallpapers, but I need PhotoShop for it. Because neither of my programs have the effect I need so they gotta be a bitch and I have to download ANOTHER software. e_e; So while it is still downloading, I did a quick(ish) edit. And here it is~! :P

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

Crap, I know. But I reaaaally wanted to use that hand picture. I have a lot of scenic picture I want to use from the video, actually. ;o They'll be a good reference for my Graphic Arts class when school starts back up. 

//Later

I FINALLY finished this god mother fucking wallpaper. Just for you, Brittany. Stayed up for hours editing this. X'D Although part of all that time was spent trying to figure out how the hell I was supposed to work PhotoShop. Nao. Get this thing out of my hands. e_e;

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

And now, I'm going to bed. :L

//Even More Later

Bam. Finished this thing in like twenty minutes. I now love PhotoShop. :D Makes things so quick and easy. I think I could have gone without the white border dots, but it seemed too empty. XD So I added that and the black feathers. I really don't like the font I used for Pain, but I had already saved it, and couldn't change it. :L Fooey. Now, here is your Three Days Grace wallpaper, Britt. :]

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

You're welcome.

- Savana ☯

And to answer your comment, Brittany, no I was not feeling British when I wrote my parting to one of my last entries. I was feeling Aussie. ;D

I switched songs during all of this chaos.

Just A Little Quickie Before I Go

     I'm in the middle of watching the last episode of City Hunter before the season finale [which is currently being subbed], which you two know is my OBSESSION, and ohmygawd it's so damn good so far. They better have a second season! This has so much more potential to build upon and stress us viewers out for a week to think about with all their ending cliffhangers! I sound frantic. Whooooohh... Okay, I'm good. So, just to recap from Brittany's billion comments, I have two wallpapers to make and have to explain how to put YouTube videos up. XD The two songs I'll be doing is "Like a Star" by Corrine Bailey Rae, and "Pain" by Three Days Grace, correct? Now, to put up a video. On this little posting toolbar where you write stuff in, there is a little icon of that black thing everyone in the film industry uses when they yell "TAKE 2!" or whatever. Click on it. It should say "Add A Video" at the top left corner. On the side, click the option "From YouTube." Now, you have two options. Personally, I like to put in the URL of the video I'm listening to, and it'll be the first video that comes up in the results. Or, you could search for what you're looking for like you would normally do on YouTube. Then, simply click the video and click "Select" at the bottom. Then poof! The video will be posted into your entry. If you want, you can position it to the left or right ONCE after it appears in your post while your writing. It won't move after you've moved it to the left or right, unless you press the little back arrow on the toolbar for the post and NOT for the website, or Ctrl + Z [my preferred option]. 

Now, I'm back to go watch City Hunter! <333333

I just want to edit this back into this, because I don't want to write another post with my hands shaking pretty badly. That episode.. It just left me bawling and gasping for air during the entire end of it. It's been a long, long time since I cried that hard. Season two [if they have one] just won't be the same without him.. TT_TT God, that was hideously sad. 

What To Update You On.. How About.. LEXI! :D

     Haha, you guys should know by know that I'll link whatever song I'm listening to at the end of the post. Soo, I'll just go ahead and link that down there right now since I'm in such a good mood from it and from Lexi. :D All righty, now down to updating all of you guys. [Well, the two of you. x'D] I've basically been.. well there's no other way to put it. X'D I be creepin' up on yo Formsprings! >:D Haha, well Lexi's. Before I get into why I do, let me give a mini lesson. Formspring, if you guys don't know, is a site that allows you to answer anyone questions that they submit to you. The person can submit it with their Formspring account so that the one receiving the question will know who asked it, or it can be asked anonymously by simply clicking the "Hide My Name" button. This way, the receiver of the question has no clue who sent it. Back to Lexi now. xD Well, I've been creepin' up on her Formspring a bit lately. It's not as bad as it sounds, promise. I basically just check it to see if anyone's calling her slut recently or something similar. So when I do find something like that, I make it my job to try to make her smile. :D I always go on anonymous, and I've only told her that I'm her secret admirer. XD She has two others, so it's not like I'm alone here. Although I'm the only one who uses literacy. :P [Gosh I'm tired. :x I'm throwing out huge yawns and everything as I'm writing this.] I'd like to see if you two can see who I am on there. >:D //dorky accent   I challenge thee! XO Find Lexi at: formspring.me/staybrut4l. Find moi at: formspring.me/bsturtle. [Pssssst! Ask away, I get so bored on mine! xD] Hm.. any other Lexi related news..? Ah. Find her boyfriend Damian at: http://www.formspring.me/stayp0sitive. The only thing I've asked on his was about his real name, the latest question. ;P He's a really nice guy. ^ ^ Ah, and the last picture I gave you guys of Lexi was from last summer. XD So here's a way more recent one, taken last week or something.

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

Haha, sorry it's sideways. That's the way it is on her Facebook. ;P Her septum [I think that's what it's called. The one in her nose.] piercing is fake, but her lip piercing is real. Personally, I don't like her septum piercing, but I do really like her lip piercing. Hm.. I think that's all I have new about her. And to be honest, I'm close to passing out right now. So goo' night, mates!

- Savana ☯

I switched songs halfway through, so here's the other one. ;P

Oh, and. BRITTANY, YOU BETTER GET YO' ASS HOME SOON, PUNK! Or else I'll miss you too much. D; Don't make this turtle die of loneliness! Dx

More Wallpapers. xO

     Why do I make these in the middle of the night? (ll_ _) I need to sleep already. Anyhoo, as per Christal's request, I tried [and failed x'D] to make a wallpaper to Florence + The Machine's song "Blinding." However, since there is no official music video to the song, I just snatched photos off of the songs "Drumming Song," "You've Got the Love," and "The Dog Days Are Over." :P The font came out brighter than I wanted when I was rendering it in a larger size, but it's already done, so oh well. And without further adeu..

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

asdfghjkl; I know I failed. D: It's too dark, the font's too bright, my signature's not supposed to be bolded, the photo is blurry.. :x This one is horrid. I can't help the darkness since I was using a photo of stars/space as the backdrop. :L

Also, I edited the first of the "Skyscraper" wallpapers. I got a new photo editing software and was experimenting with it, and this came to be. I like it a bit better than the original, but the quality was fucked up. -.-" Opinions?

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

Any other requests? c: [Which I hopefully won't screw up.]

- Savana ☯

I'll leave you guys with a song.

Skyscraper Wallpapers.

     Okay, it took me hours [four, to be exact] to finally get the first one done. I couldn't find a good way to match the photos, until I finally said "BLAHH! D:<" and slapped something together. So this is the efforts of that. xD

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

That's the first one. ^ ^ What do you guys think? Comment and if you guys like it enough, I might be able to whip up some more semi-decent wallpapers from the music video. I got the photo shots directly off the music video, and I just had to arrange them in a way that made it look good. :L It's hard. Back to editing to make another one! XD

     I don't know how long this one took. I was doing it, then fell asleep and finished it when I woke up.

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

Leave song requests and I will make a wallpaper or two for you and post it here. c:

- Savana ☯

Mixer Mash Up! :D

     Onee moment. I'm creating a wallpaper for Demi Lovato's new song "Skyscraper" and I need to grab a few screenshots from the video to make it. :D //Ten minutes later. That took a while to get all the screenshots. u_u; Now I can edit it all. 8D I'll post up the photo at the end and you guys should comment on what you think of it. This is gonna take a solid hour or so. I edit for a looong time when I want it to look good. XD asdfghjkl; I need to download Fireworks so I can erase the background. :L This is going to take forever to download, so I'll write this post up while I'm waiting.

     I've gotten extremely into Demi's new song, and I love the message it sends out. You can do everything in your power to tear me down, but I'll get back up again, no matter what.  I've heard people say she's gone into rehab and had eating disorders and all of this and that, but I don't know that much about her. If she's gone through all that and is still pulling through, she must be amazing. Total respect for her. :] I hadn't edited or drawn anything in a while, so I wanted to do something. Watching this, I figured I could make a decent wallpaper directly from her video. Which I will link down below~ 

     Moving on! [This is a mash up, after all.] Updates on my brother and his girlfriend. So, apparently the girl my brother was going to marry and propose to, cheated on him.  Let me repeat that. The girl my brother intended on marrying cheated on him.  That's gotta hurt. Now he's back in the playing field to try to find girlfriend seventy something. Or eighty something. Somewhere around there. He also beat a guy up with a two foot wrench from his car and now has a two hundred foot restraining order placed on him. I swear, my brother's a complete imbecile. 

     God, now I'm exhausted. Been waiting for this program to download for an hour and trying to concentrate at one in the morning. Not going well. I might end up linking the finished photo in the next post instead. I'll try to tell you about my trip across California, but don't kill me if I don't finish it. x'D I'll probably finish in the morning in an edit or something.

.....Actually, I'm going to do that now. I'm too tired to talk about California. I'll edit this in the morning to write about it! :'D 

- Savana ☯

Fhhh..!

    I fell for her. Again. asdfghjkl; Ughhhh. I don't even know when or why.
    You guys probably don't know what I'm talking about, so I'll have to lay it all out for you. When I was in the seventh grade, there was an eighth grade girl in my P.E. class named Lexi. [No, not the same Lexi my brother was talking with. I have updates on that too, actually.] Well, at first, I thought she was absolutely beautiful.

[IMAGE REMOVED DUE TO BLOG BEING DORMANT]

Then, it turned out our lockers were only one away from being next to each other. (Her > Someone > Me) I almost always found myself staring at her. [Not when she was dressing. I made sure NOT to look at her when we were changing.] I starting talking to her, and she became even more amazing to me. So many people hated her for being a "fake slutty bitch" when she was exactly the opposite. I've known her for over two years now, and I can testify myself that she is one of the most real, and one of the nicest girls I've known. She's not afraid to let you know that she doesn't like you, but she'll always give you a second chance. It's almost impulsive for her to forgive someone. So I got to know her during seventh grade for about the whole semester, until she graduated that year and went to a high school far away. I've always kept in contact with her on Facebook, and still do.

     I remember last year, towards the end of the school year, I had finally gotten the courage to confess to her [over Facebook. x'D I couldn't do it face to face.] and tell her that I liked her. I knew I was going to get rejected, but I had just wanted to get it off my chest and tell her. Honestly, I think she was beyond nice in letting me down. [Which in the end just made me like her all the more.] She's always called me sweet because I just love to compliment her. People who hate her always put her down, and she doesn't show that she's affected, but it always hurts her, every time. I'm always trying to boost her self confidence, because she thinks she's fat and ugly, when she's completely gorgeous inside and out. Anyway, she let me down in a way that didn't make me feel bad for liking her, at all. 

    So, it's been about a year, year and a half since I've last seen her [in person], and months since I've talked to her. But lately, I find myself feeling the same as I did for her back in seventh grade. So somehow, I've fallen for her all over again. I was listening to this song today, and it reminded me so much of her.

                                       

     I always want to call her beautiful. I want her to be happy. God, I fell hard, didn't I? (ll_ _)

     I hope you guys have more luck with love than I do. The last person I fell for was gay. And my best friend. We got through it all, but he disappeared a month and a half ago [not literally] and I haven't talked to him since. I suppose I'll get into that story another time. I think I still have to tell you guys about Northern California, too. And what happened with my brother and his girlfriend. Another story for another day.

- Savana ☯

Tonight, Tonight!~

    Haha, I'm actually not quite irritated in the day yet. Well, I've only been awake for three hours, so maybe that's a given. x] I'm in a bit bubbly mood right now, and the song I'm listening to is helping, too. I'll see if I can post it at the end of this. For just a bit of recent news, I've [thankfully] had two days off from work, but I go back today in an hour or so. Also, I think my older brother broke up with his girlfriend. -_- The one he was going to marry. I heard him on the phone [I was born and raised to be an eavesdropper on him. It's his fault he talks so loud!] with some girl named Lexi.. just saying stuff you would say to a girlfriend, not just a friend. XD He might have broken up with Mikayla. I'll have to check Facebook and all that to see. Well, I'll keep this post sweet and short. Later, guys!

- Savana ☯

Tired. -_- Just. Tired.

     Ughhh.. God, I'm - I just did drop and fall asleep on my laptop. u_u; The fact that it's barely even midnight while I write this makes it even sadder. I'll keep this short. Uber short. I'm doing manual labor for money and it's making me tired as fuck. XD Only other update is that I finished watching Lie To Me, and I'm set on finding the OST's [Original Sountracks] to the other dramas I've watched. :L I've gone through three, and I'm working on finding the fourth. I might re-watch My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho. I really like that one. ;o Anyway, I'm going to bed. e.e Good night, good morning, wherever the fuck you are, good whatever.

Love This, Can't Believe This, You Whore.. Etc.

     For today's post, I have a jumble of things to talk about. The first thing I would like to cover would be Christina Grimmie's new album Find Me. It is the most absolutely amazing CD I've heard for a long time, and I adore all of her music. Find it on: http://itunes.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewAlbum?id=441742002 For those of you who don't know, Christina is a singer on YouTube who is [I and 977, 078 others believe] extremely talented and completely deserves her own record deal. Find her at: http://www.youtube.com/user/zeldaxlove64 to listen to the great multitude of covers she's performed, and you can find all of the songs on her CD on YouTube as well. Find her on Facebook, too! :D http://www.facebook.com/christinagrimmie
     Anyway, as amazing as she is, off the topic of Christina. On to what I can't believe. Yeaah.. I left my laptop for a few hours while I was writing this, so I forgot what I couldn't believe. Oh! Right, right. Rogich [My old middle school. Sig Rogich Middle School.] is starting at GOD MOTHER FUCKING NINE IN THE DAMN MORNING! Seriously. What the fuck. Why couldn't they do this while I went there? And more importantly, you're putting little kids in danger.The reason the times for elementary, middle, and some high schools were set back is so that we can save money on bus drivers so we can just haul all the kids home at the same time. But. Think about it. You're having high schoolers on the same bus with elementary school students. Do you know how rude, immature, and downright bitchy so many high schoolers are? Now we have just one more horrid influence and more cause for bullying on defenseless elementary school kids. Honestly, I don't think a bus driver would care enough to stop a high schooler from bullying someone on the bus. So overall, this whole idea is just stupid and a waste of time. We'll just go back to staggering the times again in a few years anyway. But whatever Vegas. Just be the cheap ass you are anyway; we all know you don't plan on changing anytime soon anyway.
     Lastly for today, my daily whorefull irritation. My house has a damn ant infestation invasion. Ants fucking everywhere. On the counter, in your water [I know. Gross.], on the floor, in the bathroom.. You name it, they're there. So, I finally got so pissed off, I went on this sort of cleaning tornado. I threw everything off the counter [No, not literally.] and washed the damn counter four times. [It hadn't been cleaned in a while. -_-] Then did the dishes to get the roaches out the sink. Then sprayed the floor around the trash can to get rid of a good portion of the ants. And finally got so tired, I angrily trudged [if that's possible] to my mom's bathroom to take a shower. [My bathroom has been invaded.] Then finally sat my butt on a computer to tell you all of this.

Watch out for summer creepers! e_e

- Savana ☯

Where The Fuck Are You People?

     Jesus fucking Christ. [Sorry (not) to offend you religious ones out there, but I'm less than a smidgen religious, so get over your almighty self.] Why is everyone I know falling off the damn face of the planet lately? The three blogs I follow most, A Bitch Called Mom, Cirqueinese's Cosmic Newspaper, and White Chocolate's Webby Wisdoms, haven't posted in forever and they are a big piece of my entertainment, aside from Asian television. [We'll get into this later.] And to add to my exceeding boredom, no one on Facebook is posting anything. I suppose most of them actually have a life, unlike me. :'D I already went out of town [Northern California, as previously mentioned.] and I don't date so I can't spend time with a boy/girlfriend, so I don't have anything to do besides go on the computer. All of my friends are either out of town, live too far away for me to hang with them, or busy with God knows what.
     So now that everyone decided to go fall off the earth and surf to the moon, I'm stuck in my room watching TV until the crack of dawn [well, a little more than that] then sleeping till noon or two. Then I get back on the computer after breakfast and don't do anything else. What I should be doing is honing my shit drawing skills, practicing the piano, reviewing my Arabic, learning Hangeul [the Korean alphabet], learning Hiragana [one of the three Japanese alphabets], doing my summer reading assignment for school, trying to shed a few extra pounds, updating my iPod, learning how to cook basic vegetarian/vegan meals, playing video games, cleaning my room, researching what colleges I should be applying to, and the list just goes on. I only wrote all of that so that I can have something to refer back to when I forget what to do.
     I should re-vamp my closet, too. It's in a depressing, depleted, drab state. I outgrew a lot of my clothes, so I have a pile of clothes to give to... asdfghjkl; I can't remember the naaame - the Salvation Army! That's it. I already gave half of my closet to them last year, so I have hardly any clothes left. I have literally maybe ten or fifteen shirts. For the average fourteen girl, I'm pretty sure it should be possibly twice that amount. Trust me, my closet was four times bigger than it is now in elementary school. And I'm starting high school after this summer. Two problems, though: my mom is a clothing Nazi, and insists on checking all of my clothes and burns those "showing too much skin" [It was a sleeveless shirt. -__-] and I have no money to buy clothes. I lent out all of my $120 to my older brother for gas and other expenses he needs to pay. I never get allowance, only lunch money. So, this year, I quit eating lunch at school and saved the money instead to pay for personal things throughout the year. If I had kept all the money, I'd probably have around $300 or $400. Then I could seriously go shopping with my friends. D: But my brother can't pay me back until August, so I have to wait a whole month to get any money back from him. He's so damn lucky. His little sister is willing to lend him all her money, and doesn't charge interest, no matter how long it takes for him to pay back the money. -.- What am I? The Bank of America?
     Anyway, strayed off topic. People. Get your asses on a computer and keep in contact for God's sake. I can't text any of you, so you should at least get on your Facebooks once in a while. -__- I'll see you guys again, after I kick everyone's ass on Facebook for not being on.

- Savana ☯

New on the Net.

     Yo. I basically started this so I could rant at anything and everything freely, and let me tell you: designing a blog takes so much fucking time. To take a guess, I would think this took me about an hour, hour and a half to make. Maybe 'cause I did the advanced settings since I'm so damn picky about everything when it concerns my work on computers. Doesn't everything take a long time when you're trying to design it and make it look good? 
     I'm used to doing things like this in a nice, air conditioned computer lab, not my room where it's practically fucking ninety degrees at all times. Just Vegas in general  is too damn hot. Yesterday, for example. It was a rare overcast day with the sun nowhere to be seen. Dark grey storm clouds were crowding and pushing each other out of the way to cover the sky, and a small wind had picked up that might have made you want to clutch your jacket around you just a bit tighter. You would think that the temperature would be chilly from that, right? Wrong. It was completely humid out, with hair frizzing everywhere. Not hot per say, but not comfortable weather either. It made you want to grab a fan and have it on the go with you whenever you stepped out of the car.
     Anyway, you get the picture. Hot, sticky, and all around horrendous. I miss northern California, so damn much, but I'll get to that another time. For now, stop reading this and do some other shit. I might even see you another time. 


- Savana ☯