Hey Guys :] (Cont.)

     Scroll down and read the previous post first, please. My computer's being an idiot and won't let me edit it to keep going.
     So at first, I got thinking. "Things change when they find purpose? But which one of us found a purpose that caused us to stop talking to each other?" Even now I don't have an answer to that. The only way I can maybe describe it is with a Japanese saying; we crossed paths without meeting. I guess we've both moved on. I suppose it's a good thing for me. I used to spend my time talking to him, and my grades dropped because I spent even less times studying, when I bothered myself enough to. Freshman year means studyyy. >3< Sadly. And then I started wondering if it was even worth it being that close to him, just to have it end this way. Would I have been better off not even knowing him? It was at that time I stumbled across what Dakotah had said. I naively thought that we would have been able to be friends for a few years. But, just as he had said, nothing lasts forever. Even though it has ended, I'll always remember him, and always be grateful for what a wonderful friend he was. He was a first love, best friend, yet kind of like a little brother all rolled into one. [Even though he's older. XD He turns sixteen the day Christal turns fifteen. :] You two share the same birthday.] I don't quite know how this experience will work out in my favor. Maybe it already has. Maybe it never will. But I'll always remember him. And that's what matters most to me.

- Savana ☯